The worst argument we ever had

Today I missunderstood something and of course went to Josh about it. Josh wanted to do something about it, and I didn't want him to I wanted to take care of it myself. I know Josh wants to protect me, and he never likes it when I cry. I took it all wrong to him, and so now he's taking it the wrong way. I didn't want this.. I wanted to talk to him about what I could say to this person in a correct way that I could make him understand. It was my fault that I got Josh all mad. I hope he understands that eventhough he wants me on his side all the time, means he should also be on my side all the time. I love him dearly, and I hope he can forgive me for my foolishness.